Coffee-Free But Calm

It is a beautiful morning with the sun shining brightly through the window! My head is not feeling so great as it is a coffee less morning once more as I wait to have more tests done. I hate going without my coffee! It just doesn't make sense that you always have to forgo that wonderful cup of life when you have to have a medical test! I think the drs just like to torture! It would be cool if they could just put some in my IV. Anyway, I guess I am not normal when it comes to coffee...I have been drinking it for way too long so one day without it is horrible!! I am not very normal anyway! I have had a lot of medical problems the past recent years but especially this last year. I've had numerous tests and many Dr visits, medications, etc. Many scary theories have been thrown around by my specialists as to what is really going on with me and I guess if I let it ...it would be enough to put me into a frenzy. I have however learned through going through so many other difficult situations in the past, that God knows exactly what He is doing and has a purpose for what He allows in my life. Some things just happen because we are human and live in a human body and face it...our bodies are little by little falling apart as we age!  I honestly am not feeling anxious... He knows and will see me through. He gives me a peace that I cannot explain and even though my head is throbbing right now from lack of my coffee..I have a sense of calm.